Unseen and invisible
Unseen and invisible

Unseen and invisible

This is about begging for forgiveness. (Like a poor kids but not)

So the question is:

Who am i to apologize?

What is it for?

What if I don\’t?

Intro…

With life goes on, my sins have multiplied as I gradually find some of my past are ridiculous and irony. I sometimes suffered from my thoughts and memories. Thinking about them doesn\’t heal me, they forced me to feel guilty and downhearted. I begin to search for relief, now I see my saving grace is to bring my bad memories back, face them and to say sorry.

Though they\’ll never be able to see this website, I still feel they can got the sense of my pain (will they?). Also, the good side is that the website is like a shelter, I conceal my feelings and emotions into this so-called \’bindow\’s website.

It\’s just like a window to reveal a part of my heart. It\’s also a window for me to see outside. So it\’s just like a bilateral channel to help and restricte me.

Story One:

纠结抵触的脸,都是我的恶造就的。

我从不该索取的地方拿到太多了,嗬,那该死的欲望,让你回头的时候唾骂,又在下一次遇见时忍不住迎上去问候。

那些照片上无奈的脸和我的对比,让我在一次次重温它们的时候一次次受着更重的伤。

我曾说过,如果你快乐了,那我也会快乐。但有时候,那种快乐又夹杂了嫉妒、羡慕、可望而不可及的悲伤和心底涌起的痛楚。

所以,我就要向你道歉,为放纵自己做出伤害你的事情,虽然当时觉得那是理所应当或是被你默许的,甚至是被青春的气息所鼓动的。

但我现在也有青春啊,为什么就不能阻止当时的自己呢?

哪怕是现在,我都不能阻止自己吧。

可爱可恶的Sex Depression就从这里开始了。

真的抱歉,my fool mind and fool you. 我要说: You are not mine.

Reprised:

What is UNSEEN?

Story One tells all the readers, I should apologize for those sins I haven\’t realised in the past which I called UNSEEN. I can\’t see the inner links and feelings because my vision blocked me. But someday somehow I\’ve understood, like how I struggle in learning vectors and algebra and finally controled.

== Story Two:

水底到底藏着什么呢?

没人知道,因为还没人知道潜水艇是什么。

天上的星星到底在哪发亮呢?

没人知道,因为还没人知道我们牢不可破的天穹,能像一张纸一样被刺破。

我们知道的越来越多,就越来越看不清我们前方的路。

看我们走过的路,有人知道它是好是坏?

One thing only I know, and that is that I know nothing.

Socrates

知无涯者面对的到底是怎样的深邃和寂寥!

我要为我的愚蠢抱歉,我知道的越多,就越该保持好奇,因为我该面对的,就是无界的天空和无垠的大海。

Reprised:

Can you see those INVISIBLE things? It can\’t observed by any measurements. It\’s so abstract and nothing to compare.

You may find that, lots of INVISIBLE things finally transformed into UNSEENs. Aeroplane, submarine, rocket and … , these high end technology became measurements to the INVISIBLE, made them available and SEEN.

So I can conclude that most of the INVISIBLE are real abstract like philosophy and concepts rather than knowledge or technology.

That\’s how I make my measurements to them.

Story Three:

Outro:

Would it be UNSEEN or INVISIBLE?

Bindow, don\’t speak please.

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